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I have been with this girl that I am in love with but every time she gets irritated. I dont think you can expect yourself to be able to be lighthearted about all of it when sex is with someone you love, much as you intended it at first. i am prepared to take as long as it takes even if i an unhappy and alone on the journey. He let me read there talks and they seemed to be just friends. She declined & he called her from our kitchen at 7am to supposedly wish her & remind her the invitation was open. I know he was my soulmate, I would have forgiven him anything and fought to keep him in my life whatever he said or did to reject or hurt me. he is 24 and i am 32, he know about it but i cant help but feel that the age gap is too big. I tried controlling myself but its so difficult when it seems like shes doing so well without me. she She doesnt want no for answer. Long story short, I am in love with someone who Ive hurt twice before. Then is it to late to save my marriage and get my husband back because hes so in love with this other woman. He was truly upset he had hurt me and worried that this might ruin us. If you have some self-worth, you may temporarily be fooled into thinking that the lack of reciprocation of your love reveals a fundamental flaw in the other person. Then reality sets in and the long-haul TRUE love should kick in. But, even then I just made it worse and she got really offended. But you cannot be his therapist. Do you have any comments on what I should do in order to truly gain her trust back. That is part of what it means to be vulnerable. Im so anxious and scared. her in 2 weeks time and spend the weekend with 1. I could tell that there was more to it thought. I still feel betrayed at the most basic level of the one person I trusted most in this world. I have a feeling he is going through some sort of emotional crisis, like a breakdown. I have realized that the feelings of being unappreciated and lonely is probably how she has felt over the years with the focus of our lives being on our children. What should I do? I feel lost and helpless and this point and struggle with whether Im doing the right thing by leaving. he is my first boyfriend and he wanted to marry me prior to this new job promotion. Being sorry isnt enough. Me and my girlfriend of four years recently/still are going through a rough patch. Then you can search controlling and see what books come up in Amazon. Every alarm in my heart was going off now. I know he loves me and we fight a lot. Please dont get involved with a liar. Do I refrain from any words like I love you, I miss you or is ok to give her little words to let her know Im here and thinking of her so much with sorrow, regret and understanding. Im the type of person that I dont really like to open up but with him being my best friend and fiance I always thought I could. I ended up finding out that she was still cheating on me with her cheating lover even after our first confrontation. They have been talking for about a month and they both ended the contact, because first the other woman, was not aware he was married, so once she found out, she no longer wanted anything from him. Hi Shane, Just yesterday he told me he doesnt want to be in a relationship anymore. I surprised him at his house and I found him in the living room talking to another girl. We eventually got back together, sort of. We were together for 17 yrs And while it was not all bad there were period of toxic behavior and unhealthy habits that negative impacted our children. I think I know whats going on. They recently split due to partner one finding partner two looking for hookers and indulging in drugs so partner one calls for space.. I am completely broken. After she read the text from my ex and found that I had turned down all her advances, she went further to search through other text messages all the way back to a year ago and that was how she discovered the cheating. It's problematic if you were to suddenly feel hatred for your ex. How she treatened early how her baby father and friends would beat me up if I come there again. I wish I could change the past but I cantI clearly didnt love him thenor if I did I loved myself moreI was a selfish child I know but what do I do now? We ended up back together because I felt the relationship had potential besides what had happened during our break up. Wife dont have time to put in with all other thing.. He slowly opened back up to me and after 4 months I got a I love you from him, which frankly shocked me into speechlessness. Anything but this constant pain I feel. I cannot do an abrupt withdrawal of everything, shutters down and shop closed. Feel so lost. Good luck!! I cant get angry or anything if she does something wrong because I feel she will want it to be over between us! i was in this case the giver and he the taker, i understand now that i played a role in him just taking everything and giving me nothing. If my 5 steps, above, are not quite enough, I would suggest you consider enrolling in my course. I called few times and she would say shes fine. I feel like every time he left me I had a wall build around me that just got bigger and bigger. He has always been so focussed in what he wants and if problems occur, deals with them. Just expressing how badly you feel will not help you learn exactly what to do to get out of the bad place your feelings are in. That thin line will send us downhill again and again. I returned an hour later simply because it was 10PM on New Years Day and I couldnt find a place to go. Just wanted to share my story so far. It sounds to me like your boyfriend has a fear of intimacy. The lie itself is the tip of the iceberg. Putting down? She was a blogger who wrote about food and parenting. Dont get back Once a cheat will always b a cheat. We have a five year old daughter and I dont want to be with anyone else and I dont want to move me and my daughter out of our home, but Im not sure how much of this I can take. I just dont know what to do. The process is very well described in detail :) the interesting thing is falling in love again takes inputs from both persons and if the other person is not willing to be genuine and do their part to make up for the betrayal then it leaves one with suffering alternating with numbness which eventually overtakes (ie. .should i just let him go, i told him if he wants he can just leave.Knowing that I would be so lost.i still would let him go to have his happiness. Because by telling her this, you validate her feelings without putting any pressure on her to do anything at all. Hi Mike, I started to frantically look for ways to fix the situation and I think that I came across as too needy. Is there any hope? My husband and I have been married for 10 years and have 2 wonderful boys. Mentioned it to me but not when it had happened and didnt really seem to make a big thing of it. He was very upset and angry with me and he thought we were breaking up. This actually came up the other day and he said we are talking, weve seen each other, the kids have seen each other, we hug and kiss etcso in his mind we are already making baby steps. We live in an age where we are not content with settling. Well we broke up because he was in a really hard spot and wasnt able to give me much attention and he felt guilty. But I dont trust his ex. In the meantime.he is on swingers websites. I was so lost and confused. Another idea among the 15 ideas for a perfect first date is to dress to impress No romantic or intimate gesture or special intimate moment shared between the sheets when we got home. He is my perfect human being even through his flaws I was his world and I know I ruined the trust we worked hard to rebuild not once, not twice, but three times. Is this a faze Im going through triggered by the anxiety? 4 months back my husband found out about him and I came clean. If it was fear, then your husband has the work to do to be a different kind of presence for you. :'( my boyfriend and I have been together for 4 years now. I dint know what to do. He is calm, he usually gets angry when I confront him with things like this, he tells me you didnt do anything to deserve this, Im done I wont do it again. With proper therapy, he will be able to be more of himself, someone you can connect to. Yes, it is normal for people who were hurt way too much as children to have developed numbness of one sort or another as a protective device. It outlined all of his feelings around the betrayal, even acknowledgement of his part in rejecting me. We go to a therapist , but it breaks my heart that he wants to keep trying and I do too but Im not feeling anything. We went on a summer vacation with her parents this year and she said she was really impressed with how I was around her parents and I was different in a good way, so that was a step forward. Thats not all. Along with random dirty videos from I dont know who and of course pics. This is driving me physically and emotionally crazy I dont know what to do for some reason my biggest fear is hurting him even though hes hurt me a million times. I was like I need to see the progress since I paid for repairs and fixing. I do love her soo much Id do anything to get her back so right now I had seeker a lot of professional help. What I want now to happen is, that I just show up at his house or work or wherever I see him and tell him that I fell in love with him the moment I saw him and till this day I do and whatever he has to say after that is entirely up to him when he says maneesha I dont love u back I dont want to see u Im happy without u then I will leave him alone. I felt so betrayed because I respected our terms and remained loyal to him but he couldnt do the same. It doesnt add up, I know. I told her i wanted to be friends but we kept having great sex and hanging out. Hello. If this relationship is important to you, you really need to do what the 12 step people recommend: A fearless moral inventory. Thank you so much. I have referenced while we were dating the good times, and she has mentioned that she was forced to evolve and alludes to the fact that I am stuck in the past. Then he said he has matured and changed and wants something new thats not me. Hes also looked up naked chicks on his play store. I used to do this when we were first married but over time stopped.I dont have a good reason why. I was impatient and I ended up pushing her away completely. When someone you thought is the closest to you goes on to hurt you it becomes very tough to deal with the situation and I even felt like I couldnt trust myself anymore :(. I feel really bad. Its Maria Dr. Deb and I answered your question about how could he have GROWN TO NOT LIKE ME? Yes he has deep feelings for me and loves being with me. But she still bothers me about renting a place for herself,her brother and baby. We hung out every other day since then. that feels great. Im 32 and have been with my bf for 7 years now. As I said then, my boyfriend had broken up with me after months of me treating him very badly. But do I stay or do I go? I dated 3 women in the past, got cheated on in all 3 while I remained faithful to each one of them. I love him more than anything and I would do anything to make this right again. But after hurting him so much and leaving him in so much despair, he now is numb and lazy to hang onto this relationship anymore :( im really depressed about it and idk how to win him back. Why did he do what he did? Hi #265 S His response to my asking why he couldnt make one of those phone calls in front of me is that He didnt have the courage to talk to her in my presence. Im talking to a girl who says she is emotionally unstable. Naturally, being separated, he will probably long for you so anything he commits to now has to be re-discussed when he is with you. I call her about an hour after the first argument, I apologize and tell her that I made a huge mistake in arguing about my clothing, she thanks me for the apology, but says shes not taking me, even though I said I could go, dress formally and had apologized. My boyfriend and I have been together on and off for two years and a half. Anyways this is what led to this. I realized that my empty promises were never going to work and I didnt want them to. You got hurt and betrayed. She is 33yrs old. Betrayal can come from manipulating someone to get ahead. On the Saturdays I worked hed be calling her; accidently meeting up for a milkshake or coffee. Fights are Volatile and Happen Often Every relationship has ups and downs, but not every relationship has frequent arguments. Lying is a serious problem in relationships. Xx, Thank you so much for commenting. Even though he is doing everything in his power to show me his love I feel like I the hurt and pain has made me numb. Please help. We still kiss and have sex. I really do love him and I really do want my best friend back but I just dont know what else I can do. So to what am I doing I could ask you the same one of my doing and I crazy to continue to hold on hoping and praying and I have a very strong faith in my religion he does not. So cold, angry and unforgiving. But she has to want it too. First dates are different from the regular dates you go on with your significant other or people you have been going out with for a long time. Heres the thing: You actually dont know who your husband IS and neither does he. I do recommend counseling as long as it is with a trained and skilled marriage counselor who understands what Ive just said. I did a lot of research and listening to my husband and he continually spoke out every thought to me on why he wasnt attracted to me anymore and how I would react if he cheated or he left. I had everyone telling us it was the right thing to do and basically forcing us to. I want her to know I am a new person but she has a wall up around her and wont let me in, I accept it was all my fault and will do anything to repair the damage if I can but I am fighting a losing battle. I believe this happens to couples who are genuinely terrified of intimacy. Even though he came back and asked me to marry him I still had my wall up and didnt trust him. I was married for ten years before learning that my spouse had been having an affair for 2 of those years. I dont know what to do. If you go to my other blog, on my website, drdeb.com, there are some articles that deal with sex, porn, and so forth. Ive dated this guy in our brass band & everything was going good & i began to like him , & then he became too clingy & I was very uncomfortable & didnt say anything. And then when I realised about the drinking, and started watching for the drinking and realising it was happening EVERY day, and we had conversations about how I dont care if he drinks, but please please dont hide it from me because I cant bear the deception, but it continued anyway well, after two years of this, the final straw for me came 8 weeks ago when he drove drunk. On the other hand, maybe there is really something wrong with the relationship and you just cant put your finger on it. I keep worrying that the love I had for him is gone and it will never be the same. But I dont really know which way to go and either way is difficult. With all the posts on facebook, i see him doing things with her that he should be doing with me He will be needy and insecure and maybe sweet. And they are important for your own happiness in life. I think that was wrong. When i did understand what she was missing and started working on that i havent felt any feedback from her, and when we talked about it she came clean about what she did. Going for long walks in the park is perfect on first dates because it allows you to talk about yourself and ask her questions, which helps build rapport between you. I want to but after what shes done I dont know. Psychologically, it seems there was a disconnect right there. ever since we found out her mom was moving, her attitude has changed very drastically in the sense where I can tell something is bothering her. this is called true love . Acknowledging her appearances and successes and failures. So when she came in Tuesday I asked isnt the same guy we went to home depot last yr is your babyfather?. I am so emotional, physically, and mentally attached to this man I am with. She had left her 2nd husband & was house-sitting for friends. please give me some ideas i am lost dont know what to do thank you again for answer my desperate email good bless you !you are given me hope thanks again. About six months of this go by I eventually had to end things with her. You dont really love him; you feel needy. But we still talk a lot because she calls. I have been in a fully committed relationship for 2 years. we have a beautiful home thats half way paid for outright, love, attraction, everything? So I really would like to see you working in therapy on overcoming whatever it was in your own life that got the fears started. Be found at the exact moment they are searching. I want to know if this is something that is going to benefit us. Im just sitting here typing this, and being numb at the same time. Then a job opportunity came up that was 7 hours north of our home. Right now I dont even like or desire to have this man share a space with me & question whether love really does exist. I have been away from drugs for a few years now and over the last 6 months have tyred to talk with more about what went on and that this person being me that was under the influence made mistakes I live with to this day. I have been clean since the last time, in March. We have had a few rough patches but nothing like this And I dont know how I am suppose to go about trying to get back to the way we were. And would he put that ring on your finger? Started doing activities with them and really enjoying myself. Him now having a friend and moving so quickly makes me think he may be telling the truth this time. Part one: How the other person makes you feel about yourself. How can any person make another one have that feeling anyway? I need help. My boyfriend and I have been together 4yrs. why cant he see that. We were prepared I thought. The flirting still hurt though, so I complained and he kind of stopped. N i told him if he cant open up its over n he said olewell thats something that i cant do. He told me weve had great moments and maybe wed still have more in the future, that maybe the flame of passion would ignite again We slept together and it was wonderful, amazing as it always is. No more telling excuses to her. if not how do i get over her, she was my first love and is my high school sweet heart and i am absolutely lost without her. Through lots of introspection, Ive answered my own questions and concerns. I dont trust my own judgement anymore. He told me that hes planned on forgiving me, and always planned on getting back together and he tells me that he misses me. i never wanted him back or something. My husband and I have been together for 11 years. I have been in constant change since the 5th of this month. and she is slowly pushing away. That said, if you were disrespectful because you knew something was going on, then right there you have something to think about you were not assertive. They enter into a relationship in which they can keep one foot in the water, and the other safely out, on the sand. Dont for a minute think that these changes are just a matter of attitude. There is a reason why you were hurt and cold all this time. I just lost my partner to drugs and hookers. The next day she began an online relationship with an old high-school fling from India (we went to boarding school), their relationship was very sexual and they exchanged pictures and videos, I was aware of the whole thing and read and saw everything. He says he wants to keep trying because he remembers how amazing our relationship was, but I feel like hes just saying that and is not motivated enough to act on it. i feel like im cheating him of his 20s or that im not good enough and am way too old for him. The way I said it he thinks Im prpud of what I did which is not true seriously. please help me. He has made some changes but this things are completely unacceptable. It was wrong lying to him in the first place and I regret it. Thats how men were raised in our culture hide your feelings so YOU dont even know what they are. please help me with this asap. How can I tear diwn the wall that has been built around her that bears my name? You should go to AlAnon to learn more, too. After all, you've invested a lot of time and resources in your marriage. Without more details on your situation, this is all I can say. Will Smith. I would do anything to have him back I love him so much and with everything we have been through I cant imagine him calling it quits. Hello Dr. Deb, I cant get over the fact that he took me for granted when I have been nothing but good to him and accepted him with and love his child, unlike his ex whom he wanted to marry but she treated him like crap. Their internal view of how they see themselves is so dark that they can't see the light of who they really are. How do I, so to speak, make him fall back in love with me? I want to be with him but hes not doing anything to gain his trust back. We were together, but not technically, for a while due to the fact that I was staying with my mom a few hours away. Make a special time to just go out w/o talking about who will pick up the kids from soccer. I apparently told him that I didnt trust him, and I dont feel like thats the case. Copyright 2007 - 2023 GoodTherapy, LLC. He had asked for a break several times over the last 8 months or so but I had always talked him out of it. (we have a home together and pets that are like children) but I am torn. He was never like this before , the type to cheat. we never got into a relationship before all of this because he has commitment issues, he has never had a girlfriend before. You can read my book on my website is a description of it [drdeb.com] but the key is to understand your own family and how their behavior influenced you so you know exactly what to avoid when the situations come up in your life. If so, then counseling to build up your self esteem and self love is in order. What can I do, or do I do anything at all yet and just give him time to process it all? I know I cant force him, but if I can show him how hard Im trying to better myself and become the person he keeps saying he believes I can be, and how willing I am to do everything to make this work, is there a chance I can bring him back to me? 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